Ty
To my friend in Heaven. You will never be forgotten. Not one day hasn’t gone by where you haven’t been a tear on my face or a thought in my brain. You were the definition of Life. No one enjoyed it more than you. I miss your texts. I miss your laugh. I miss you. I wish I was a better friend that stayed in touch. But I guess that’s what you taught me when you left. You are footprints in my heart. I want to understand better why you had to go. In God I trust and he knows. My faith keeps a smile on my face. I know your soul roams Heaven which there’s no better place. Thank you for always checking up on me. Thank you for always making me feel special. Thank you for being a good friend. Thank you for being you. Love you. Nicole
Today make sure you tell someone that you care about that you love them. Call a friend today that you haven’t talked to in awhile because you never know when they will be gone. Love you #BnNArmy! More than you know! Besos! N
OMG. Nicole, that was the sweetest blog you’ve done. Seriously brought tears to my eyes. Always remember, he’s looking down on you so proud of how far you’ve come. How much of an amazing person you are and how much of a kind, sweet, loving person you always have been. I love you Nicole <3
Don't forget Ty loves you too <3
Sorry for your loss, Nicole. I hope time will heal the wounds, just remember he is in a better place. I’m sure he’ll always look over you. God Bless.
That was the nicest blog i have read. B&NArmy know that Ty is proud of you like the rest of B&NArmy. He will always protect you and love you. Its good to keep your faith strong. Ty is looking down at you and he is proud for what you have accomplished. Ty and B&NArmy will always support you and be proud of you f&a
We love you Nicole ♥
Thank you for sharing this beautiful blog with us Nikki. Losing someone close to you is one of tr hardest things in life. Your view on life and the people around you is really beautiful. Ty will always be in your heart and I know he’s watching over you. You’re a strong woman. He may be gone but he isn’t gone from your heart. May he RIP.
Truly beautiful and very well written. Amazing job. Made me check in with father. Thank you.
Nicole that is so sweet it brought a tear to my eye I love so much you and Brie are huge inspirations to me and right after I read your blog I rang a friend I haven’t talked to Ian while and told them how much I missed them! Thank you for this blog it inspired me to get back into contact with my best friend besos!! Te amo nikki!!! <3333
Beautiful and heartfelt words Nikki! Also, wonderful advice. Too often little things get in the way of the truly meaningful things that make life worth living. May your memories provide you comfort on the grief you feel for your lost friend.
Thanks for Sharing Something so Private and Close to your Heart with us fans..Your Heart is in the Right Place, and Your Faith in God is Definitly a way to find Some Peace in all of this. I lost my First Love 5 years ago in a car accident…Even though she was a High School Sweetheart and Its been 10 years since school..She Always Holds a Place in My Heart…We had such a great friendship after we broke up, its amazing how much closer we became..I could tell her anything…What you wrote reminded me of her..We would text each other after coming home from China Club till the wee hours and the sun would be coming up..Just one of those moments in your life that you share with someone special, that nobody else knows about…I know She looks down on me from Time to time…its what they do…I am Sure your friend TY does the same…Keep your head up Nicole, No Regrets…They know our Hearts always…And One Day we will all be with the ones we love in Paradise! Besos! God Bless you and Bri Always!
Wow Sorry To Heare About Your Friend
Sorry for your lost Nikki Its so true what you say about calling the people that matter most in your life and telling them you love them cause you never know. 6 months ago i wish I had listen to my own advice My kid cousin (Gordo) had come to visit me and my kid sister at our place and on that day I remeber being in a rush I gave him a brief wave and said whats up and jetted out the house (didnt ask how he was doing didnt say hi to his wife or nothing) cause i had a hot date. Its was actually kinda of shady the way I did it. Anyway two weeks after that he was murdered in a Gang altercation in Chicago. Not a day goes by were I regret our very last moment together when he was alive it sucks!!!! I know its not goodbye but Its see you later! shoot My cousin is in Heaven living it up! I tell you how much I love you girls on twitter almost everyday not sure if you see it Well I tell you how much I love your sister Brianna! I LOVE YOU BRI!!!!!! (yeah i am loser I dont care) but I love the crap outta you to Nikki!!!!!!! I miss you girls so much !!!!!!!!!!!!!! it hurts!!!
The Diva’s are hurting pretty bad without you girls! they havent even been on RAW or smackdown the last 2 weeks! meaning there hasnt even been any diva matches on Air. #BnNArmy4Life #BellaTwinsFan4Life
nikki, that blog reminds me of my grandpa and my uncle. they both passed away within 2 years of each other. there hasn’t been a day go by that i haven’t thought about them. thank you for this blog.
I’m so sorry for your lose. I know how hard it is to lose someone you love that is closes to your heart. But I believe you were a good friend, and there’s no doubt about that…-LeahMarie
Awww, Nicole! What a beautiful blog! It brought a tear to my eye. Thank you so much for such amazing advice! I know your friend is in a better place. God Bless you, Nikki! And may Ty RIP! <3
Besos! Xoxo
Hi Nicole!
Today was a first day I don’t know what to write to you on twitter (which verse from the Bible) and now I see this…
Beautiful and very true. You never know. And the name “Ty” means in Polish “You”. So it’s like to every person personally.
My grandpa pass away 2 years ago on 1st March 2010. We lived in the same building. The day before my grandpa called me and read 5-6 verses from the Bible. He read always one verse, this time a couple of. And this verse are:
Go to now, ye that say, Today or tomorrow we will go into such a city, and continue there a year, and buy and sell, and get gain:
Whereas ye know not what shall be on tomorrow. For what is your life? It is even a vapour, that appeareth for a little time, and then vanisheth away.
For that ye ought to say, If the Lord will, we shall live, and do this, or that.
James 4:13-15
That was when I saw my grandpa last time. I believe that my grandpa knew that’s his last day – he asked our pastor will speak on funeral…
I’ve wanted to show my grandpa this video but I didn’t make it on time…So I will share with you:
I love my grandpa. I love God. I don’t know why it happened but we don’t have to know everything. We must trust God and choose the right way (Matthew 7:13-14) and then we will go to heaven, the best place, full of happiness, love and joy. Great!
I don’t know I can say but…I love you, Nicole and Brie (greetings)
I’m sorry for your lost.
I am so sorry for your lost my Nikki love. <3 :/ However, you should be thankful that he is in a better place with God almighty now. I love you Nikki. <3 As a fan, I am here for you if anything ok? Muah. <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3
That was a very special and very sweet blog that wrote, I got so emotional wail a was riding it I know that he was blest to have a friend like you my prayers are with him as well B&NArmy . I know God has a very special place for him in Heaven. You and Brie are Amazing people you always think about others and are putting smiles on other people’s faces. I want to say by finishing God bless you and your Family, I am sorry for your lost.
xoxoxo
I Know What it’s Like To Lose a Close Person To Your Heart My Grandma Died Two Weeks ago and I’ve Never Get The Chance To Say Goodbye For Her And To Tell Her How Much I Love Her :’( Today I Will Just Say That I Love You Two Brie and Nikki And I Promise You That I Will Always Back You Up Besos #WithYou4Ever
No loves u like i do you make me feell like im on top of the world N&B. Im sorry your friend went to heaven. I recently lost my Grandpa and i havnt said that since that horrific day but seeing u guys say it makes me feel like i tell say it to thank u for your support! I love u guys and im dirly sorry. :’-(
I made u a pic but i dont know if you get my emails but ill try again and please if you get it email me back im not a stocker or anything im just a ten year old girl that looks up to u guys so much that if i got an email anything i know im not alone please
XxOo you biggest fan Samantha besos
I’m sorry for ur lost, that was a very beautiful and touching blog. It brought tears to my eyes. Stay strong and God Bless u girls, lots of love. <3
awwwwwwwww this is soooo sweet by the way nikki and brie miss seeing u guys on wwe.You guys were the only reason that i really watched wwe.nikki by the way u are my role model.
awwww i am soo sorry.This is soon sweeet.I am only 12 and when i grow up i want to be just like u guys.Nikki by the way u are my rolemodel
I cant stop reading this .It touches my heart
How do u send fan mail
I really hope you come to impact wrestling I am a big fan of yours
I love you both very much and I hope you are feeling better. I know when I lost my supervisor in the military, who was a great firefighter and a guy who could make you bust out laughing even on your worst day. When he left us, it was like Iost my brother. The feeling of numbness i got when i heard the news after returning to the station is a feeling I’ll never forget. I felt like i was about to faint. I had to sit down on the curb because i couldnt even feel my legs. It wasnt easy. The fire department was awkwardly quiet from then on. Never seeing him pulling his jokes or doing something funny really made it more difficult to go to work. It hit us all really hard. We worked together for 3 years pretty much my whole time in the Air Force every other day. We all became like family. It took some time to heal the damage that was done, but the way it made it easier was sharing all of our stories we had with him. Like playing monopoly at 3am in dispatch and him beating us in like record time, or when he was my crew chief and I Austin Powered a Fire Truck in base housing and turned it around on a narrow street with like 20 back ups. His face was hilarious. He also scared the crap out of our fire chief with a fake spider he made. Never heard a grown man scream like a woman. Hahaha it was classic. I hope you both have a great weekend. God Bless & Never forget your angels.
“Praise be to the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, the Father of compassion and the God of all comfort, who comforts us in all our troubles, so that we can comfort those in any trouble with the comfort we ourselves have received from God.” 2 Corinthians 1:3-4.
I’ve been praying for you Nikki since the time you mentioned Ty to us. I pray that you will continue to be comforted as you go through the mourning process. It’s tough losing someone you care about, but I know you’re strong to make it through. Ty’s memory will live on through you, and that’s all we can ask. Be thankful of the time that you spent together, and all the great moments you’ve had. I pray that God will continue to give you the peace and comfort that you need, and that you will never forget your great friend. God bless.
What an amazing Twitter post Sorry for your loss Nikki I’m sure Ty is up in heaven looking down on you smiling And I agree with Jeremy’s post the divas division for the last couple of weeks or so has been awful it takes losing two beautiful talented divas like you and Brianna to turn the Divas division upside down.
May god bless you in your time of loss and hope to see you and Brie again really soon
im so sorry for your friends lost nicole, all my prayers go out too u and all the fam of your friend and his friends in his life and people that knew him. iknw its hard ay im 36yrs old n lost like 11 friends in a 10 year span not long ago,they were good people some had real talent but they lived a fast life, il never forget any of them n the times we had, im glad i slowd dwn my party ways big time, the last buddy i lost we called him “buddah” he wasnt a partyer or a user, he was sick as a teen ” diebetic” he did see a doctor etc idk wat happnd!? he had a hart attack with his future wife by his side he just went for a doctor vist for a follow up,he just graduated form nurseing school @ the time he was gunna be a RN he was 34yrs old.wat u posted that got too me abit, so u take care nikk n be strong! my favy bella twin! n god bless you n yo fam n all u care about much luvz n hugz! <3 …p.s. i miss you n yo sis on RAW! come bak soon! n put these wwe divas too shame!!!! !)
u guys are still lucky u lived ur life and got to know him my grandfather died before i was born
Wow that was very sweet of you. I know that Ty is in a better place. And that he loves you. I know that Ty is in heaven, and when you die, so will you. Love always and forever. Bless your heart
Bellas i love both of u equally the same! And i said this before im sooo dearly sorry and i hope u know that ty loves u and every day that goes by ty looks over u and smiles because he is so proud of u! And i know what u are going through i went though the same thing with my Grandpa and i know he is looking down on me and he is proud of me with what i do and stand up for! So ty is always there even when it doesnt seem like he is or when your lonly at times just start talking to ty even if u think its weird it works even when u had a horrible day just start to talk! I know ty is lisening and he will give u an answer! Im so sorry
you have your B&N Army that will lisen to u guys when your sad and upset! Please dont have any problem telling us about what your thinking becaus you know we will be all ears and i hope i will see you again on Raw or Smackdown and to see one of you guys win the Divas or Womens title!!!! XxOo Besos Samantha
Hi Nicole and Brianna!
We have in Polish great song with great words. I don’t know how to exactly translate but it’s about:
Even if I had everything, but did not have the Lord, it is really proper to fight life? Where my heart had harbor, where could find a luck?
Even if I had everything, but did not have the Lord, where can I find strength to live? What can give me world pleasures…it can’t replace my Lord.
Even if I had treasures and fame of world, even if I was great among people, however I would hurl without rescue in my misery boat.
Even if I had everything, but did not have the Lord, who has loved me til death; who on this wide world can help my heart?
Oh, how emptily it would be on earth, everywhere misery, dark happened , sin and lie; Without Jesus I would perish in depths; without Him I would be always alone.
How could I live without Jesus, which way choose from many ways? Who led valley of death of shadow; who could give me eternal life?
Oh, how great it’s to have everything in Jesus; He is a balm for wounds of heart. He cleanse us with his blood from every sin. He cares about you, He helps you.
Oh, when I have Lord, when I have Jesus, though I will have nothing except Him. However, I desire all in it, always enough – He is my life!